Three years ago this evening, was the worst night of my entire life. I was paralyzed with hurt and fear. My unborn baby was dying inside me. My world stood still. My heart, my faith, and my hopes were broken. Little did I know that it was the first day of 29 very long, yet miraculous days. Today's date, marks the beginning of Miss Adeline Belle's journey.
I encourage you to go back and read last year's post as it gives a sense how miraculous Adeline's life truly is. Click here.
Fast forward three years!
Adeline woke up for the first time in her big girl bed. We hung out as a family in her room for about an hour this morning. Adeline was super affectionate and giving loves and laughs to all. She accompanied us to Dunkin' Donuts and later helped me work in the flower beds. After her afternoon nap, I was laying with her in her bed and she looked at my shirt. "Three bikes Mommy." I looked at Alex and he looked at me. How did she know that? We tested her with cars and sure enough, she knows her quantities up to three. Adeline ate a fantastic dinner (chicken- from fajitas, quesadilla, cantaloupe, grapes and a smoothie). We finished our evening outside where she showed off her skills on her tricycle, she even pedaled up the slope of the driveway. Finally, it was to bed. To our surprise, she went down in her big girl bed without any problems.
The day sounds like that of any other two/three year old. On the outside looking in, no one would guess that Adeline is anything other than your typical toddler. Sure, her walk is a little stiff and her words aren't in 5-7 word sentences but she is going strong!! I think what most people notice about our little Belle is her smile. She can stop a stranger in his tracks. She can light up the darkest of days. All this from a baby who was never supposed to be born alive.
Even in the middle of the terrible twos, I just can't get enough of my Belle. Adeline is full of life yet, at the same time, peace and calm. Somehow this little body can climb up into my lap with a "Hi Mommy," and give me the strength to do just about anything or erase any worry I have. She is physically little but her spirit is larger than life. I love how she still "fits" when I hold her and how her hand on my cheek or head on my shoulder instantly relaxes me and brings a smile to my face. I can't imagine who I would be had I not journeyed beside Adeline, certainly not the mother or woman I am today. I am forever changed and incredibly thankful for it.
I love you Miss Belly Belle.
